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I do not know what to do to stop this.

I'm always thinking how can I have peace.

Peace in my mind for me to be at ease.

Damn! It's ruining me piece by piece.


What will I do just to stop this madness?

Do I have the strength to cure this illness?

Can I find the thing they called happiness?

I'm filled with this questions due to this darkness.


When will I change? When will that thing happen?

I know it won't happen in a sudden,

But I guess that's why you are here my friend,

To help me change and stop this bad omen.


How can a mere mortal like you can help?

Can help me change and help me build myself?

I'm really looking forward on that day.

The day where I have lots of time to stay.


Before anything else happens to me,

I want you to know I'm happy with thee.

I will accept your offer just to see.

To see you purity before I flee.

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Now I’ve returned just to see you again,
We’ve talked like strangers in the plain,
Did not listen what I’m gonna explain,
And this heart starts to feel the pain.

Turned my back on you and leave you alone
And thought your heart is hard as a stone,
On the second thought I think you have grown,
But still I’m not convinced of what you have shown.

Never thought that our friendship has ended,
Like a long sentence that has been dotted,
It’s because of that wall I’ve constructed,
That has caused our path to be divided.

I must think another possible way,
That will help bring you back to me someday,
But as of this moment i want to stay,
Stay in my dark room and think what to say.

And thought about those words you have dared me,
Dared me to say those words in front of thee,
But I can’t coz the point I can not see,
That time it made me confuse so I flee.

Now I want to shout those words so you’ll hear,
Because your in front and I’m at rear,
And through this I will feel that I am near,
Near to the girl i wanted to see clear.

As of now those words are in this papers,
Waiting for you to become it’s reader,
I want to know that I am stronger,
But I will say those words with tears.

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As we meet I admit I am happy,
But if we’re away I feel so empty,
Memories shared are kept and remember,
And my day brightens if your voice I’ve heard.

If there’s a day that I will make you cry,
I won’t show my face to you coz I’m shy,
It feels like hell as time passes by,
But one things for sure that all day I’ll cry.

For years I’m bound with the chains of sadness,
And year had drive me from total madness,
I’ve met you and you showed me happiness,
And changed the atmosphere of loneliness.

As the moment that we are together,
This feeling inside is getting stronger,
And decided to let you move further,
But still this feeling is growing bigger.

Everyday it’s your face my eyes seeks,
And at night you are the thoughts of my dreams,
And the loneliness I feel really hurts,
That has given me this wounds and aches.

It left a scar that aches if you I see,
But just heal if you give a smile on me,
Now i can say that I’m in love to thee,
And this helps me pf what I want to be.

Before the curtains for this poem closes,
Your friendly love is what I misses,
I leave not just because of this illness,
Coz my love for you is getting intense.